I will go the distance

I'm so confused. Am I ever not though?

Relationships are overrated. They're too much stress, especially in high school when you have enough to worry about. I would be happy if I wasn't in one again for a long time... well, there's one exception. But even so it wouldn't work out perfectly. I know that. I could wait though. If years down the road we met again, I know my feelings won't have changed. For now I'll figure myself out though. I'm learning slowly how to express myself and not be afraid of others' reactions. I'm quite pleased with myself actually. I've come a long way. I'll continue to move forward and better myself. I know it won't be easy and I won't always know what to do but doesn't everyone take that risk?

The Plot to Bomb the Panhandle - A Day to Remember
I've learned to let go
Come on

Here's a middle finger
Coming straight from oca-l-a
I appreciate your judgement
it's proved that I can't trust a word you say
those must be some pair of binoculars
that you see every move I make
so I'll never be a liar
but you'll always be two-faced

You'll get what's coming to you
You're blinded by your instincts
I'm not your fucking game
I'm not so easily beat

I'm looking down at this mess that you've made
and I can't believe that I stayed
So unhappy for so long
Where did I go wrong?
I've got to get out of this
my hand is on the handle
We're leaving everything behind
Goodbye for a lifetime

I'll rip that scandalous bitch in two
We'll bring the noise

Try to pretend that I never even knew your name
'cause everything you are disgusts me
(Too bad I can't turn back time)
So I wouldn't be here
what I'd give for you to disappear
so tell me girly how's your edge?

You've got nothing better to do
I know why you can't see straight
I thought you were better than this
but you're just like everyone else

I'm looking down at this mess that you've made
and I can't believe that I stayed
So unhappy for so long
Where did I go wrong?
I've got to get out of this
my hand is on the handle
We're leaving everything behind
Goodbye for a lifetime

I'll make my stand
right here with my friends
I'll make my stand
right here with my friends
I'll make my stand
right here with my friends
I'll make my stand
right here with my friends
I'll make my stand
right here with my friends

Get low
Now I know who my friends are
I'm never coming home